life can be alone
we are all willing to do anything we want to reach the top
but at the same time, we all become rigid and 'cold'
sometimes even forgetting what's more important
you may succeed
but end up with nothing

we always take things for granted especially what we often see.
We just dun appreciate all these little details that has been there since we're born.
No matter how advance technology are today with all those how many mega pixel here and there, there is still no one device out that can capture as much information and as fast as a human eye.

Stop and look and explore what beside you

i see your true colors
i feel so used
i feel so naive to believe in you
friends are not a popularity game
befriend the more popular/cooler ones and u win

i see your true colors
thinking back den i realize all your tactics
and who you really are

i see your true colors
i shall not give a damn about u anymore
you are seriously not worth my time
there are more out there that i can sacrifice for in the name of friendship

i see your true colors
all thats left will only be an empty mask
and a heart bleeding from heartaches





R.I.P

Lantern festival at grandma's house!
really got a horrible experience getting to my grandma's house which is situated at serangoon from bp (qh's house) sia. In total i took 4 buses straight - 187, 161, 82, 317 with a record breaking of 3 hrs!By the time i reach grandma's house ar, i see stars...
But,its still worth it man.It has been such a long time since our family got together like this.Its just so busy and lively like long long time before.Like everybody is back to themselves.But, ever since my granddad died, things just changed so much and people just not themselves anymore.Just not the people that i used to adore and know.Oh wells, enough of sad stuff.Seriously i dun noe why i so stupid go take so many bus.
i only realize that at same bus stop i took 187 at bp there is a bus that goes serangoon when i ask at the station staff at woodland interchange.QH still can tell me there's no bus to serangoon when i ask him at the damn bus stop.Qinghe ar, its your 地盘 right?? =__= ll too late to tat bus anymore la, I'll be going round in circles.BUT, i can still take train or bus to AMK right?in the end i end up going in bigger circle ,still go take bus to woodland den sengkang den serangoon interchange.Can someone just knock some sense into me man, got concession also cannot like that!

Photos taken at grandma's garden:)
got lots of tress and vegetables that she grow and cook herself.The tree that i love the most is the papaya tree!i shall show u guys the pic next time hehe :P

infinity

LOL got my 'A' in my name sia

lanterns hanging on trees. too dark le cannot really see the surrounding):

my sis posing for shots again with my cousin and herself













and finally....

























my favorite cute little grandma!!She is always so nice to me by smacking my butt saying 打是疼， 骂是爱。LOL!
Love you lots man grandma!

ehhh. been really doing nothing this holiday sia. i feel so damn guilty right now.slacked too much liaos.Well next week is the time to buck up and do things that are more productive like do work its time to and not getting distracted by someone =__= LOL

overdue picturesdun smack me ok XP

that was like when you xinyi had short straight hair.How long was it man?

studio project 3 crazy mates hehe :)

insanity art during sec 3. the best period in my life.

Ronald McDonald insanity

things i got to do in the holidays
1）photo shoot outings (3)
2) do up at least 2 drawings everyday
3) matte painting every 3 days
4) touch up on past project
-mtv aids with yc
-trailer
-singapore arts festival
5) do up my name card XP
6) build up my workplace
-fix printer
- buy a 1tg external harddisk
-up my ram to 4gb
-reformat the whole damn computer