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//Sunday, July 27, 2008 12:38 AM

hmmm seriously, what is change?

What is the 'myself' that they are all talking about?
I don't know if what u guys meant is that i'm not being myself recently?
I know u guys might find me weird these past few weeks that i'm not doing things that i usually will do.
But the fact is that i don't feel that i'm acting weird at all.
In fact, i feel more like myself.
I feel like i am reacting more with my senses, not to wad others say.
I feel MORE like myself.
I feel like how i used to be; I feel like someone with a body and a soul once more

If u guys are saying that i am not myself recently, den probably u don't know the real me.
The 'real' me that was lost so long ago but slowly back to me right now.
Really, i find the moments now are like so precious.
i cherish and enjoyevery moment i have right now.
It's like ur soul is finally coming back to you.

I'm truly sorry if this change hurt or affect any of u guys out there.
The thinking that i did few weeks back really started off everything.
Guess the trailer assignment really is a wake up call after all after being so lost in the mist of confusion for so long.

Yea, don't worry.I should be fine.
You guys should feel happy for me cause i think i found the light to my darkness :)

//Saturday, July 26, 2008 9:36 PM

imagination without reasons is mere fantasy, but reasons without imagination is sterile

//Friday, July 18, 2008 2:11 AM

seriously wtf!
if i have known the facts earlier, i would'nt not even bother talking to you.
u claim yourself as someone's friend??
really forget it la dude. u dun deserve one.
i had enough.
how dare u bitch about me behide my back and still got the cheek to come to me looking pitiful and cry.

seriously do you know tat when the others talk about u i always thought that maybe they went abit overboard, so much so that sometimes i even took your side secretly ,not saying much and even telling agnotti the other time that they are probably going overboard after i talk to you the other time?
haha
so much much for being 'friends' with me.
the one trying to help ends up being back stabbed the most.
waste of my time and effort.

and oh ya!
about the grp project.
u got the freaking cheek to bitch abt me to the lecturers huh?
what have i done for it?
hmmm..
not much i guess
but to start my project (presentation) really late
and get a freaking F for my research
cos i dun even have time to do it but to jump right into.

try spending time not sleeping just to do research for pop culture and get bitch around saying i didn't do anything asshole.

//Tuesday, July 08, 2008 1:06 AM

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