currently a one-man show for all to see.
the stress and pain is just too much to bear.
am i sadistic to kinda enjoy yet hate this at the same this.
it's a earthquake mess,the damn pain throbbing in my head
with only lunch and dinner to see him and talk to him face-to-face -already satisfied

i have long not force myself this hard since let's see, year1?
that when all the A's and distinction come from.
is it wrong to be in this state?

i guess this is what u called 'in exchange for your freedom and personal space'
finding excuses to relax n release myself from those endless, sleepless night
it's so unbearable

moral of the story i guess is to not think too much and just enjoy, have fun.
think i'm getting a hang of it,
i just need TIME.