hmmm seriously, what is change?

What is the 'myself' that they are all talking about?
I don't know if what u guys meant is that i'm not being myself recently?
I know u guys might find me weird these past few weeks that i'm not doing things that i usually will do.
But the fact is that i don't feel that i'm acting weird at all.
In fact, i feel more like myself.
I feel like i am reacting more with my senses, not to wad others say.
I feel MORE like myself.
I feel like how i used to be; I feel like someone with a body and a soul once more

If u guys are saying that i am not myself recently, den probably u don't know the real me.
The 'real' me that was lost so long ago but slowly back to me right now.
Really, i find the moments now are like so precious.
i cherish and enjoyevery moment i have right now.
It's like ur soul is finally coming back to you.

I'm truly sorry if this change hurt or affect any of u guys out there.
The thinking that i did few weeks back really started off everything.
Guess the trailer assignment really is a wake up call after all after being so lost in the mist of confusion for so long.

Yea, don't worry.I should be fine.
You guys should feel happy for me cause i think i found the light to my darkness :)