New Layout again featuring Ruki From GAZETTE!! Took me abt 2hrs that filled me with fun and excitment! Crapping now....

Haven't been able to update my blog and go online these few days because my modem had been confiscated AGAIN!! ARH!! *Screams out loud*

Relationship wif my dad still did'nt improve and i still the gap between us. He tried to make things as if they never happen but i'm not like him.I can't do that. It really hurt me so that i can't bluff myself into thinking tat things never happen and the problems dun exist at all! Not that i never tried but its just that he just dun wanna make sure that there will be communication between us.He's just so stubborn and just dun wanna listen.He feels that once he decided, we shldn't disobey him.I'm always the one who wanna speak my mind and tats y i'm always the one getting it. Tired of trying.Tired of talking to him. Tired of everything happening in the house.