life's here

2009-08-26T03:04:00.001+08:00

moved!!

because of problems publishing post at blogger, i'm located at http://trashnot.tumblr.com/ .
Please visit me soon :)

2009-05-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

Grow up please!

been stucked no matter what work i wanna do for school.
No motivation n nothing.
Yea life should not be just work work and work.
There should be balance.

A lot of things happen recently.
Rumors are spread.
When you heard a part of a story only den dun presume that the part of the story is right, because u haven't heard the other part.
And when i haven't say the other ugly part of the story, dun presume that you are right and continue spreading things that are not completely true.

I respect and understand that people gets tired and busy at times cause its over a long period of time.Be frank when u got an issue with the person is what u guys said.But its also you guys that did not do it in the end.

Amusing.

Anyways, i got my thoughts back
today
1....finish up logo animation of foliohouse(5 secs)
2....finish up as many graphics for onedotzero
tomorrow
1....finish composting onedotzero
2....find music for onedotzero
3....foliohouse (10sec)

2009-05-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

STAY TRUE!
its been a pretty long time since i really blogged.
A lot had really happen these past few days.
Really cause me to think whats really important and what really not so important in my life.
I used to think that work is my priority and it is really my passion that i dun mind spending so much time doing it.
Then when i think of it, probably i'm wrong.

Working this way is really not what i wanted.
I dunno what i want but i know that this is not what i wanted.
yet i know that no matter what i choose, it will always along the artistic path.
Probably i really made people that really love me suffer because of that.
Now its just too stressful that i couldn't and wouldn't think that i'm myself.
But of course, the fulfillment that one can get from the commercial world is something different and great at the same time too.
Guess its hard to have it all.

Just suddenly have the thought of quitting mg and do something in laselle.
A more comfortable environment where i can stay true to myself.

Darling,please don't do this to me anymore. and give me x 1000 more chances.Love you soooooooooooooo much.
Muackx!

2009-05-02T03:00:00.000+08:00

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading,
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
And you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning,
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning,
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing,

Help me to breathe

2009-04-12T19:58:00.003+08:00

to my darling.Thanks for being there for me:)

My Sunshine - ROCKATRENCH

Romanji Lyric

Aitakute aitakute hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
Itsumademo itsumademo kimi wa kitto boku no hikari

Kimi no soba ni iru
Kaze no asa mo koorisouna tsukiyo mo
Sousa bukiyouna boku ni dekiru koto

Mabataki suru tabi katachi kaeru kumo mitaina kimi dake
Zutto mitsumete asu wo kakenuketainda

Aimaina kotoba nante kokoro wo kumorasu dake
Massugu ni naite waratte yo
Mamoritsuzukeru kara

Aitakute aitakute hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
Itsumademo itsumademo kimi wa kitto boku no hikari
Aitakute aitakute mitsuketanda boku no taiyou
Mabushisugiru kimi no yokogao

Tsuyoku narenakute
Togaru kotoba butsukeau toki mo aru
Ii sa futari ga shitai to omou no nara

I say Hi! kimi wa good bye?
Hesomagarina kotoba mo kimi to no hitokakera nandayo
Nakushitari wa shinai

Aitakute aitakute kokoro kaze ni tokashinagara
Itsu datte itsu datte kimi no soba ni boku wa iru
Aitakute aitakute afuredashiteshimau omoi
Mabushisugiru kimi no yokogao

Aitakute aitakute hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
Itsu datte itsu datte kimi no soba ni boku wa iru
Itsuka kitto itsuka kitto onaji yume ni nemureru you ni

Boku mo kimi no hikari ni naru

ABC mienai mirai mo
Can't you see? erabitai yo
Kimi to nara yukeru doko made mo

ABC kimi he no omoi wo
Can't you see? mamoritai yo
Mabushi sugiru kimi no yokogao

Meguri aeta boku no taiyou

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English Translation
I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Now and forever now and forever
You must be my light

I will be by your side
Be it a windy morning
Or a freezing moonlit night
Always I've wanted to run though the morning that I'm staring at
Vague words can only cloud the heart
Cry or laugh as much as you want to
I will continue to protect you

I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Now and forever now and forever
You must be my light

I miss you
I miss you
I've found my sun
Your profile is too dazzling

I can’t become stronger
There are moments when the words crush
I think that both of us could make it well

I say hi! You answer bye?
You turn the words, but they lack you
I don’t want to lose you

I miss you I miss you
While the wind scatters through the heart
Always, Always, I’ll be beside you
With these overflown feelings, I miss you I miss you
Your profile is dazzling

I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Always, Always, I’ll be beside you
A day, a day, we will sleep dreaming the same dream

I will also become your light

ABC the invisible future
Can you see it? I want to chose it
You could go wherever you want

ABC my feelings toward you
Can't you see
i want to protect you
The time would come and I will meet my sun

2009-03-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

2008-12-26T18:57:00.001+08:00

merry christmas!

2008-12-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

currently a one-man show for all to see.
the stress and pain is just too much to bear.
am i sadistic to kinda enjoy yet hate this at the same this.
it's a earthquake mess,the damn pain throbbing in my head
with only lunch and dinner to see him and talk to him face-to-face -already satisfied

i have long not force myself this hard since let's see, year1?
that when all the A's and distinction come from.
is it wrong to be in this state?

i guess this is what u called 'in exchange for your freedom and personal space'
finding excuses to relax n release myself from those endless, sleepless night
it's so unbearable

moral of the story i guess is to not think too much and just enjoy, have fun.
think i'm getting a hang of it,
i just need TIME.

2008-12-01T14:47:00.002+08:00

things i needa complete by mid dec
STRESS!!

1) rearrange my works and all for portfolio
2）do more mg for portfolio. aim is at least 2 5secs clips per week
3) repolish my demo reel
4) finish yr's chinese new yr greeting with chiyao (styleframe and raw clip)

something tats really make me go aww last night..
qh: you are my motivation to work hard
aq: huh y me?
qh: cause i wanna be a good husband that can support my wife and children in a couple of years.and how can i let my wife be better den me at the same thing?

LOL
damn sweet la!!
darling totally melted my heart :)

p/s sorry darling i changed the blogskin u made for me XP

2008-12-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

went out with qinghe today!
this one of the rare times i went out with him to town because we are usually very thrifty and shop in neighborhood's ntuc and giant...
he went to guy this shirt at $24.90 den he say he wanted to buy another.you noe wads the damn reason? Not because he really like the other piece that he had choosen to try(which is ok) with but because its $19.90 for the second piece.
In case you dun noe the math, here it is :
$24.90-$19.90= $5 cheaper.
=__=ll
pls la darling, why u so silly?

today i spent a total of...
let me see...
56 bucks

but i only bought a set of 5 bucks bangles.
the others are all on food and his shirt cos i own him 30 bucks...
haiyo ask him pei me buy clothes, in the end he but only...

BUT...
really really enjoy myself alot today!
thanks darling XP

2008-11-26T03:08:00.002+08:00

in life we tend to forget about things

things that are usually the smallest yet the most important

2008-11-23T12:32:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry darling that i snatched the blanket away from u this morning, making u slp on the table :(

2008-11-15T10:26:00.004+08:00

\random pic short post

suppose to be finishing up my clip now but decided to slack abit. i'm like the only one in the design block blk right now on a saturday. all of them finished their part except me =__=

jed's face will just automatically change to this when he's sleepy?

finally i present to u chadddd!!! LOL

think this pic was taken by mus when we were talking at lvl4 at i think 2am?

2008-10-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

life have been

school
yr
all the way

barely even got the time to slp.All of us just chiong 12-24 hrs straight without slping.
den scramble to slp at the last min,lying all over the floor...

2008-10-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

the future just look so deceiving in so many ways

have u wonder why people tend to get fatter after marriage?
for me, i feel that the factor of feeling 幸福 plays a large part.
the fact is that they no longer need to look slim and as good as usual to attract the opposite sex in which explains it all.

Perhaps i'm having this right now...

=__=

the other blog updated too.if u r free pls go get a look esp if u are in MG
www.pinkunotation.blogspot.com

2008-09-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

life can be alone
we are all willing to do anything we want to reach the top
but at the same time, we all become rigid and 'cold'
sometimes even forgetting what's more important
you may succeed
but end up with nothing

2008-09-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

we always take things for granted especially what we often see.
We just dun appreciate all these little details that has been there since we're born.
No matter how advance technology are today with all those how many mega pixel here and there, there is still no one device out that can capture as much information and as fast as a human eye.

Stop and look and explore what beside you

2008-09-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

i see your true colors
i feel so used
i feel so naive to believe in you
friends are not a popularity game
befriend the more popular/cooler ones and u win

i see your true colors
thinking back den i realize all your tactics
and who you really are

i see your true colors
i shall not give a damn about u anymore
you are seriously not worth my time
there are more out there that i can sacrifice for in the name of friendship

i see your true colors
all thats left will only be an empty mask
and a heart bleeding from heartaches

R.I.P

2008-09-13T23:39:00.014+08:00

Lantern festival at grandma's house!
really got a horrible experience getting to my grandma's house which is situated at serangoon from bp (qh's house) sia. In total i took 4 buses straight - 187, 161, 82, 317 with a record breaking of 3 hrs!By the time i reach grandma's house ar, i see stars...
But,its still worth it man.It has been such a long time since our family got together like this.Its just so busy and lively like long long time before.Like everybody is back to themselves.But, ever since my granddad died, things just changed so much and people just not themselves anymore.Just not the people that i used to adore and know.Oh wells, enough of sad stuff.Seriously i dun noe why i so stupid go take so many bus.
i only realize that at same bus stop i took 187 at bp there is a bus that goes serangoon when i ask at the station staff at woodland interchange.QH still can tell me there's no bus to serangoon when i ask him at the damn bus stop.Qinghe ar, its your 地盘 right?? =__= ll too late to tat bus anymore la, I'll be going round in circles.BUT, i can still take train or bus to AMK right?in the end i end up going in bigger circle ,still go take bus to woodland den sengkang den serangoon interchange.Can someone just knock some sense into me man, got concession also cannot like that!

Photos taken at grandma's garden:)
got lots of tress and vegetables that she grow and cook herself.The tree that i love the most is the papaya tree!i shall show u guys the pic next time hehe :P

infinity

LOL got my 'A' in my name sia

lanterns hanging on trees. too dark le cannot really see the surrounding):

my sis posing for shots again with my cousin and herself

and finally....

my favorite cute little grandma!!She is always so nice to me by smacking my butt saying 打是疼，骂是爱。LOL!
Love you lots man grandma!

2008-09-11T23:20:00.004+08:00

ehhh. been really doing nothing this holiday sia. i feel so damn guilty right now.slacked too much liaos.Well next week is the time to buck up and do things that are more productive like do work its time to and not getting distracted by someone =__= LOL

overdue picturesdun smack me ok XP

that was like when you xinyi had short straight hair.How long was it man?

studio project 3 crazy mates hehe :)

insanity art during sec 3. the best period in my life.

2008-09-10T00:26:00.006+08:00

Calling for commission jobs!!
Anything that ranges from short ads, corporate videos to graphic design or illustration.
Will be able to complete within a short frame of time.
Prices will range from $50-$400 depending on the complexity nature of the job.
Interested parties please email me at artaz_aq@hotmail.com.

----------------------------------------------

MGBD '07 , if u havent hand in the compulsory $10 for the chalet and/or the extra $8 for the bbq/stay, please do so asap to either me or fidaus by next week.

MGBD '08 too, even if u guys went and didn't eat, u guys still need to pay qh $7 for the chalet.
Things doesn't come free and so is the chalet that we paid $280 for a night.We took the initiative but that doesn't mean that we should be in debt after all the pain of organizing.

Chalet officially over!!
fun and angry at the same time man.
Just why cant some people just turn up even for half an hour?
its a class thing whereby everybody should forget other our differences and hatred for just one day.

Apparently, some too dun understand what is the meaning of class.
if u invited your boyfriend/ girlfriend and you tell me of course its bloody ok.
You get the point??

thick skin to self-invite their own gang of 5-8 people to our chalet to eat and play for free.
WTF
it was 3/4 am in the morning or else i'll scream at u guys to go fuck yourselves.

2008-09-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

Ronald McDonald insanity

2008-09-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

things i got to do in the holidays
1）photo shoot outings (3)
2) do up at least 2 drawings everyday
3) matte painting every 3 days
4) touch up on past project
-mtv aids with yc
-trailer
-singapore arts festival
5) do up my name card XP
6) build up my workplace
-fix printer
- ~~buy a 1tg external harddisk~~
-up my ram to 4gb
-reformat the whole damn computer

2008-08-30T12:44:00.004+08:00

Hell Yea!
A big congratulation to us!
We did it man PANDAmic!

No matter how bad the results are and how many conflict and differences we have,
we had come together. It's really a big learning experience no matter its about friendship, work, perseverances or professionalism.
Now then i truly understand the real meaning of learning (:

3 cheers for us!!

2008-08-29T01:50:00.001+08:00

i think im falling more in love with you (:

2008-08-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

yo! hi there again~
its studio period now and me and my grp,pandemic is going to have a presentation in jus a couple hours later...

Super shaggy now, i havent been really sleeping for nearly 48 hrs le lol!
Was super touched yesterday la.Someone actually stayed with me in school to chiong work even he have school at 9am the next day.Somemore pei me go home in the morning to get changed and washed up so tat i will not k.o.In the end he didnt even go home himself... =__= i feel so guilty that i some kind of buy him breakfast because he insist on paying some..
the stay was great thou, a new kind of experience in school at night hehe XP i really got no night life ~Went to school and slept on the table very 'un-glam-ly'.when i say sleep on the table, i really mean it literately,with my legs and body on the table ok?
K.O!and slept for 3 hrs with ppl walking around
Well, who cares when i'm tired sia？

group project haven't been really smooth sailing with quite abit of conflict here and there.but still we try our best and do wadeva we can.Now i just hope that everything tmr will be alright... Yea thru this SP, i really learn to trust people more in terms of working tgr and to let go sometimes.
YC i trust you!!
LOL

Yea, really man, our lives are so shorten.
May we die earlier.

2008-08-24T14:11:00.003+08:00

i wanna recommend a book for u guys out there.it's really interesting and it really helps me alot.

the book is titled "IT'S NOT HOW GOOD YOU ARE, IT'S HOW GOOD YOU WANT TO BE"
i think it's really worth it for S$15 though its just a small book with127 pages only.Well, at least it got me off my emo-ness.
Some of the things that he say is really #$@%. really makes me think more about what i'm doing now and what should be my priority right now.Really if you got the time and money, go grab this from kinokuniya.It's really worth it.Below are some of the quotes...

"Your vision of where or who you want to be is the greatest asset you have。Without having a goal it's difficult to score."

" Don't look for opportunity.The one you have in your hands is the opportunity."

Have you noticed how the cleverest people at school are not those who make it in life?
What you learn in school are facts, known facts.
your job in school is to accumulate and remember facts.the more you can remember, the better you do.
Those who fail at school are not interested in facts; or maybe the facts are not put to them in the way they find it interesting.
Some people simply don't have a great faculty for memory.
It doesn't mean that they are stupid. It means that their imagination hasn't been fired up academic tuition.
People who are conventionally clever get jobs on their qualifications ( the past), not their desire to succeed (the future).
Very simply, they get overtaken by those who continually strive to be better than they are.
As long as the goal is there, there is no limit to anyone's achievement.

It's wrong to be right.
Being right is based upon knowledge n experience and is often provable.
Knowlegde comes from the past, so it's safe.It's also outta date.It's the opposite of originality.
Experience is built from solutions to old solutions and problems.The old solutions are probably different rom the present ones, so that the old solutions will have to bent to fit new problems (and possibly fit badly). Also likelihood is that, if you're got the experience, you'll probably use it.
This is being lazy.
Experience is the opposite of being creative.
If you can prove that you're right, you're set on concrete.You cannot move with the times or with other people.
Being right is also being boring.Your mind is closed.You are not open to new ideas.You are rooted in your rightness, which is arrogant.Arrogance is a valuable tool, but only if used sparingly.
Worst of all, being right has a tone of morality about it.To be anything else sounds weak or fallible, and people who are right would hate to be thought fallible.

So: it's wrong to be right, because people who are right are rooted in the past, rigid-minded, dull and smug.
There's no talking to them.

2008-08-24T00:23:00.006+08:00

10 things i regret the most currently
1) never practice my piano though i felt i can do better den alot of people (laziness)
2) never study for my o'lvl science. i jus sat there during the exam...T_T
3) never practice enough of my drawings.I just kinda loses track of who i am.
4) never learn my guitar properly at secondary school.Really, i always have a dream of being a rock star...
5)Spenting too much money.I just dunno where they went even when i dun spent them on taxi.think they went to my stomach - the 'blackhole'.
6)alot of things that i wanna learn and try even though people feels its common knowledge.This shows how outdated i am and how I'm in this very own world of mine.Felt stupid though while learning..
For example: playing pool... =___= anw i wanna thank qh for teaching me today. i know i very hard to teach..slow learner~
7)can't eat prata at my fav store at jalan kayu. Cos they freaking close it down!! Why?? WHY?? I seriously think they don't like me,bad luck for their business cos its affordable to me... ):
8) Hungry right now without food...
9）Saying all those hurtful and childish words to him. stabs stomach~ its all her fault~
10)i haven't gt a single picture with u yet...

lol u wouldn't wanna do this. see~ even bunny does tat

2008-08-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

You must be the pillar of support.
you must be stronger den the others.
how can u intend to lead others when you aren't even stable yourself.

if people expect alot from you,
expect more of yourself den

Seriously
its not just about you
its about the others too

2008-08-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with Sunkist oranges now!i prolly ate more den 5 of them today.
prolly is because of the hot weather
...

probably its a mistake
probably I'm just too anxious
probably its just not meant to be
probably this time round its just different.

should i wait and see
or
should i let it go?

or
should i get my priorities right again?

2008-08-04T00:51:00.004+08:00

Wondering

Pondering
and
WASTING TIME!!

i
wanna
run
away
from
all
the
shit
in
this
world
.

is
any
one
with
me
？

Crucify My Love

Words & Music by Yoshiki

Crucify my love - If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way

Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever

Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry

Crucify my love - If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way

'Til the lonliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear the clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love

Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever
If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way

2008-08-01T01:16:00.004+08:00

Haven't been posting for a while.OK i know, its not a while but a long time...

But whatever la. Been really busy with school work and something else i'm trying to find out for myself.

Been really reflecting and thinking these few days.It really feels like the old days where i really think alot.Guess that all artist are depress in some sort of way because they really think too much at times. Sometimes they just analysis too much on topics and stuff that they really lost themselves in thoughts, making them the weird bunch i guess.

Weird = Artist

i really feel that i have no life.i feel very unsatisfied that i that i don't have the knowledge of the universe.Just no matter how much you try, you just can't. Guess thats what you called the greed of humans. If you think humans are strong beings, think again.

Sick also needed wake up in the middle of the night to complete my style sheet. now i really feel that artist and designer are a bunch of pitiful people.
NO LIFE.NO HEALTH.NO LOVE

Confused right now.To accept or not?
Which ever it is, school and work is still the priority in life now.

People keep wondering why i just keep chionging my stuff these days.
It's that i am competitive or what.
Just that i am following my passion, my first love.
Just like what mr James the other time to me,
to excel:
passion + hard work

I have been putting hard work but no passion.
i don't feel anything for the project at all.
Like what he said,
there is no soul in the work

Things that i really get by this week:
1) 1 tb of external harddisk
2) a under $100 printer with refillable ink. (got lots of stuff to print)
3) reformat my whole bloody computer
4) add 2 more gb of ram to my computer (total should be 5-6 gb ram)
5) solve the problem of my softwares only eating 2 gb of my ram

estimated amount i needed beg from my parents : $600>

Things i needa complete for now:
1) drawing of red lantern
2) 6 style frames
3) portfolio
4) show reel

2008-07-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

hmmm seriously, what is change?

What is the 'myself' that they are all talking about?
I don't know if what u guys meant is that i'm not being myself recently?
I know u guys might find me weird these past few weeks that i'm not doing things that i usually will do.
But the fact is that i don't feel that i'm acting weird at all.
In fact, i feel more like myself.
I feel like i am reacting more with my senses, not to wad others say.
I feel MORE like myself.
I feel like how i used to be; I feel like someone with a body and a soul once more

If u guys are saying that i am not myself recently, den probably u don't know the real me.
The 'real' me that was lost so long ago but slowly back to me right now.
Really, i find the moments now are like so precious.
i cherish and enjoyevery moment i have right now.
It's like ur soul is finally coming back to you.

I'm truly sorry if this change hurt or affect any of u guys out there.
The thinking that i did few weeks back really started off everything.
Guess the trailer assignment really is a wake up call after all after being so lost in the mist of confusion for so long.

Yea, don't worry.I should be fine.
You guys should feel happy for me cause i think i found the light to my darkness :)

2008-07-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

imagination without reasons is mere fantasy, but reasons without imagination is sterile

2008-07-18T02:11:00.002+08:00

seriously wtf!
if i have known the facts earlier, i would'nt not even bother talking to you.
u claim yourself as someone's friend??
really forget it la dude. u dun deserve one.
i had enough.
how dare u bitch about me behide my back and still got the cheek to come to me looking pitiful and cry.

seriously do you know tat when the others talk about u i always thought that maybe they went abit overboard, so much so that sometimes i even took your side secretly ,not saying much and even telling agnotti the other time that they are probably going overboard after i talk to you the other time?
haha
so much much for being 'friends' with me.
the one trying to help ends up being back stabbed the most.
waste of my time and effort.

and oh ya!
about the grp project.
u got the freaking cheek to bitch abt me to the lecturers huh?
what have i done for it?
hmmm..
not much i guess
but to start my project (presentation) really late
and get a freaking F for my research
cos i dun even have time to do it but to jump right into.

try spending time not sleeping just to do research for pop culture and get bitch around saying i didn't do anything asshole.

2008-07-08T01:06:00.011+08:00

cosfest 2008

suppose to post like yesterday? guess i too lazy le.figured out dun post very wasted...

warning!!
extreme zhi lian below~~

sisters unite!!

Didn't take much pictures this year. I wonder why too.Previous years my camera will also filled with photos de. i took photos with friends only...with my dear jasmine! sorry i took the photos from ur blog :Pwith qh! ( also from jasmine's blog)with naruto ojisan on the first day( i went both days. notice the differences yeah haha~~)
with naruto ojisan 2nd day~~

random shot la~~

2008-07-02T00:27:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHO??

2008-06-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

Went to Singapore toy and comic convention 2008 yesterday!!
Kinda stupid.
u know why??
It's at Suntec and i thought it was at expo hall den in the end we (me and Desmond) went wrong place...
LOL
and we didn't even realize it until we walk around the whole place trying to find the place.
Ask Daryl den he say go to the highest level den we realize tat something is fishy~

haiyo~
anqi arh, why u always so blur?
bukit batok can also become bedok liao.
i think i should so for some prevent chi dai lesson!

2008-06-30T17:56:00.003+08:00

五月天
倔強

当　我和世界不一样　那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说　就是以刚克刚
我　如果对自己妥协　如果对自己说谎
即使別人原谅　我也不能原谅

最美的愿望　一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神　在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强　握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强　我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂　就这一次
我和我的倔强

对　爱我的人别紧张　我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏　眼神越是发光
你　不在乎我的过往　看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过　才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向　更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡　只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强　握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强　我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂　就这一次
我和我的倔强

我和我最后的倔强　握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强　我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂　就这一次
我和我的倔强
就这一次　让我大声唱
啦啦啦...就算失望　不能绝望
啦啦啦...就这一次我和我的倔强

2008-06-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

2008-06-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

SICK.VOMIT.SICK.SICK.FEVER.SICK

2008-06-14T23:50:00.009+08:00

THE ONE DAY D DAY!!

Went out with my sec friend audrey today to shop for cosplay stuff!! Randomly went to a Japanese 'restaurant' (if that is wad u call it~) for ramen ^__^".Its really look not bad so i decided to snap a picture of it before digging in haha.And guess wad?While i was busy doing that, naughty Audrey decided to snap a shot of me...It really caught me in surprise.Look at my face...IN SHOCK????

Then, we walked over to parkview hotel(~ i think~）
Its really like my first first time there. And guess wad greeted me thr right at the entrance??
LOOK BELOW

YEA~ statue of DALI...
Why in the hell is the statue of him here??
like huh huh??
=___=

the inside

and yea we saw the balloon..
woolalalaaaa~~

2008-06-13T13:21:00.014+08:00

2008-06-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

the PICTURE post

2008-06-07T01:40:00.004+08:00

come on, WAD THE FUCK AM I DOING?
i am so fucking disappointed with myself. Just wad kind of shit am i doing for these past few months sia.
Yah why should i care about how people look at me?Why should i just do things to live up to other people's expectation?

Come On, get a life and live for urself man!

It's not about showing people wad u have got, but its all about showing urself wad u are really capable of.
No, its not proving but doing things tat u really want.

LISTEN to ur heart.
DON'T 'overhear' it.

It is ur life, NOT others.

And An Qi dear, you are in motion graphic and broadcast design yo~
cant u just take the initiative to learn some MOTION?
like MOTION MOTION??

An Qi dear, seriously u dun need a guy.
U dun need a guy that doesn't care about u, talks to you whenever they feel like it only.
Wads the point la?
U are independent!
U are strong!
GOGOGO ANQI!!

2008-05-24T02:23:00.003+08:00

its so confusing, so hectic yet so routine and orderly.

Hey really, whats happening now right now?
i'm doing lots of things way out of my limits in all aspect.
is that a good or bad thing?

Is freedom what i really want?
YES it is, yet its NOT.
sudden inflow of freedom just feels so weird yet good.

Truth:
this is really who i'm really are. life in MGBD really opened me up.

To people who know me:
thats not i really am really. I'm really not the soft spoken and someone that only cares about art that u guys know. I've been really wanting to shout out my opinion, to contribute in every other aspect.

What you see is not what you get.
So u guys out there dun assume.

2008-05-15T14:09:00.002+08:00

Climbing uphill
.Confession. truth. lies.

2008-04-17T19:18:00.005+08:00

Cooking Dinner for my family :)
Its actually fishcake...not sausage

Miso soup with pumpkins, mushrooms and tomatoes...
Even though it doesnt looks good but it kinda taste good :)

and finally... the final result!!
but my mum say all of the dishes are too watery like as if they are floating in water...

OK.In case u guys are wondering why in the hell i'm cooking today,
in actual fact is that my mum went for an operation today. According to wat she say, it is to extract a lump in her chest to examine that may be cancerous. Really got nothing to discuss about really. All we can do is that pray it IS NOT CANCER...

2008-04-16T18:59:00.015+08:00

i hate myself.Have u ever feel like feel like hitting ur head to the wall because u just kept repeating the same old mistake all over and over again?

Hey come on anqi, just wake up la!

Dun try to play hero and try to do things that u cant achieve.Dun forget ur priority gurl!
Hey gals out there u shld noe wat i meant. If u find me slacking like siao,really, dun hesitate to come up front and give me a tight slap.
I really mean it. I need a wake up call.
FEAR NOT AND
PERSEVERE
ANQI! Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking,
Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking, Thinking
abt how i really feel.how i really think.how i love you as. how shld the ending be.how i shld continue on.

2008-04-04T08:08:00.002+08:00

i'm so disappointed, wat a total letdown.
i really find it no point to continue on like this.
a love that is so selfish.
a love that will only make me feel so unwanted.
let it be girl.
let it be.
its not the end of the world,
its time to have plan B.

2008-04-01T01:28:00.003+08:00

Went for esplanade rehearsal today.They gave a super a pass that we all think that its cool.Xin Yi refused to take it down from her chest and keep repeating that she is a visual media artist even when we got lost backstage and wanted to ask for direction from stage members la.haiyo...lol

After that i went on to meet Vincent cos i just so wanna see him in office wear la. Wah, the moment i saw he walking towards me i was like, "Woah,Wah,Wakao...IS THAT MY BF?!"
Paisei was frantically wiping my saliva when u look away...

=__=ll

When wanted to get some finger food cos he say his parents got cook den earlier i also went lgs eat liao. Haix so we went to makansutra at the esplanade lor. Once again met his friend who was working there (someone called quek i think..) so we ended up with lala, chickenwings and (satay n some malay fd) all on him... Very full la... :)

wanted to take more but he very camera shy...

2008-03-05T13:50:00.002+08:00

Transition
My very b'lated new year resolution

1) keep my environment neat and tidy
2) take pride in my work - do it not as a routine
3) save at least $150 a month
4) dun be lazy

2008-02-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

You Are Very Sexy

Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.
You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there.
And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top.
Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love.

How You Are Sexy
You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy.
You wear sexy underwear, and that's definitely hot. Feeling sexy is important to being sexy, even if no one knows what's underneath your clothes.
Your modern look is sexy. You don't give people too much of the same old thing. You like to change it up.
You are friendly and outgoing, even to people who don't deserve it. Your positive body language makes you even sexier.

Are You Sexy?

2008-02-06T12:05:00.001+08:00

i seriously feel that my parents are for no use.
i seriously feel that they are not fit to be one at all.

People are just not there when u needed them badly.
Why things have to be that way?
Its their fault and they still can scold you and give you black face.
People so close to you can just hurt you so easily without feeling sorry.
They just dun think and feel for you.
All they think about is just their self and money.
Then whats the point of loving them?Caring them?
People are just taking you for granted.
Why are you so stupid?

2008-01-31T00:17:00.000+08:00

ShootingDay

Went photo shooting today with notti den vincent today. Really had lots of fun with them today.Haven't do my bloody project yet which is due on Friday.I tell u guys a secret.... I'M SCREWED!!!

LOLs
Haiya what can i say now but to wish myself really good luck now...

Not that i dun wanna do but i'm just so bloody tired la...I've been carrying that bag that must have weigh a tonne the whole day la.Now many back and shoulder ache like hell.Vincent is really nice he actually help me carry for some moment cause he saw me carry it with my whole body slanted siao and even have difficulties walking properly.Thanks and Muacks:P

Some flowers outside some ppl's house

And yah to MR JOVI, i also managed to make frens wif the fish today :)

I really envy this couple. They are so old like 60s going 70s but they are so open to be able to hold hands walking on orchard road! How i wish me and my hubby can do tat when we are old.

Notti and her bloody UNGLAM sitting posture at Starbucks Cathy...
She really treat there as her house le.

Vincent Wan LOOking at other 'pretty' girls.... *SLAPS HIM*
(he really dunno how to look beside him)

And he 补偿 by drawing this heart with the SLR :)

2008-01-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

HUHYeah

You noe i cant believe that i actually went to search the world wide web about what is love.Think i'm really really confuse right now bah haha's. though this is something that i did some time ago, but looking back its really quite stupid la.
And believe it or not, there are actually answers to it.(some are stupid ones that you will find in textbooks)

Seriously, what was i trying to expect from a answer provided by the webbie? =___=ll
It really seems that i'm a stupid despo...
Hmmm. Let me just give you an example blah....

Unrequited love refers to those feelings of love which are not reciprocated. Interpersonal love is most closely associated with interpersonal relationships. Such love might exist between family members, friends, and couples. There are also a number of psychological disorders related to love, such as erotomania. - --from wiki---

----The good ones---
http://www.aish.com/dating/wisdom/What_Is_Love$.asp

2008-01-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

分手也许是就是最好的答案...

不管你说的每一个理由,
不管所说的每一句话,
我每一次都觉得你是对的。
可是我的自尊心就是不肯让我对你认错，让我对你说对不起。

当我要改过的时候，你却不肯给我机会。
你却对我那样的敷衍, 那样的冷漠。
你每次都只会指责我的坏处，
可是却不从回头想一想你到底错在那里，永远都觉得你的理论是对的。

当你说分手时我真的连想都没有就答应你了。
你真的让我觉得失望，让我对你彻底的放弃。

就算我还爱你又如何？
有没有分手都让我感到孤单，无助...
我无法在看自己渐渐的变成一个无法自立的一个大孩子。

没有你的一天我还是和其他那一天都一样的寂寞。

2007-12-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

Attention?

What exactly do u treat me as? Maybe u cant notice but really stop treating me as a kid that doesn't understand things.U got things to do, i got assignments to rush. Don't make me feel that I'm such a big bother really.
I listen more den u will imagine. I think more than u will expect it to be. What i treat you is what u treat me. A person that is not good at words as you. But that doesn't mean you can use this point to shoot me whenever you want.
When i'm rushing my stuff i just want you to be supportive and be there for me NOT anything else. Really disappointed, really...

2007-11-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

Life is...

.horrible
mum dun even cares for you but the phone that she holds on everyday.And what? she still says that she loves you?!

.Sucky

when your parents dun even care whether you

sleep or not when you have fever

.Pure Disappointment

When people treat you as granted
and make you feel unwanted

IS IT because I'm too kind to them? To them i have no life? Or Issit I'm just not suited to get 'love' ?

2007-11-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Mentally Unstable
Been unable to pick myself up lately after the holidays.Been really really emo. To me, things are like just getting bad. I kept thinking of the negative side.It just came to a point that i cant take it anymore.A line being stretch to a extend that it cant take it anymore and ready to break off anytime.Yeah,that was friday.It was hell and i couldnt take it any longer that i have to take a break from sch right away.I just wanna run away from everything.Think that will take a few weeks to heal bah.Thanks and sorry for those people i scare and frighten lately really.And thank you Hong Siew for pei-ing me on friday.I really felt being cared for and i'm really lucky to have such a great friend like you :)
This something that i just cant get in my circle of poly friends.Something that i really longed for lately.Yeah friend thank you for everything!Muackz!!
Yeah now i know the real meaning of beat friend :)

And to Vincent sorry for being so negative these days.You can just ignore me la cos 80% of the things that i complained is just not true and needed except for the thing that i don't like the fact that u kept treating like a kid. (Thou even ur dad keep calling siao mei mei too... =__=ll)

2007-08-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

haven't updating for a while so i am posting up pictures tat i took :)a tree tat i took while walking to IMM from Jurong East Mrt. Interesting huh?

a charcoal piece done for drawing test

a paranomal photo (which i've failed) i took of the NDP '07 preview.

my cute little sister :) Issit she sweet? huhhuhuhuh??

Ohya i cut my hair too:P

2007-06-23T12:43:00.002+08:00

2007-06-23T12:36:00.001+08:00

2007-06-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

Checked my phone for photos that i've took before and i found tat there are lots of them...

Here are some of the more memorable ones in 1 go ^^

The painting that me and my frens volunteer to do during our holidays for my primary sch.The outcome is really unexpected :P

Me and Vince at the airport doing nothing...

Accompanied Agnotti to Changi beach

Something that i took while walking to somewhere which i could hardly rmb sia. Think its bugis if i'm not wrong...

Pics that i took when i passed by an exhibit at the underground passageway to the esplanade

During drawing class when Mr Yang Tien isnt in the country...
Shawna at black magic...

Painting of the classroom^^
Realised that i've painted my primary, secondary and poly classroom =_=ll

Eating at Jalan Kayu ^^
Note the first pic of the straw...

xy and cf singing 对面的nu孩看过来...

Went out wif Justina Hong and Bernice to Seoul Garden yesterday

2007-06-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haix its quite dead here...
Been really occupied these days
dun wanna complain but this is the truth.

For those who wanna see more updates and recent works of mine
Please visit
http://pinkunotation.blogspot.com/

2007-05-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

Alot of things happen recently that really got me very confused and saddened. I really felt lost and disheartened whether it is work, studies or life.

Work done isn't as good as what i had expected. Life have been packed lyk shit and almost everyday i end up going home at 10pm and sleeping 2 or 3 to find time for myself. When i tell people how i spent time everytime, they will have

"u must be kidding sia, u must have did not spent ur time wisely..."

Well i got 1 word for u guys:
"Watever..."

I really hardly got time for myself and not to say for relationship
i found it hard to socialize wif my frens and definitely feel more distance with them.
I really feel SHITTY about myself.
WTF is happening to me??
I'm so stressed up with me myself , my frens, family!!

Family stuff and relationship are not getting any better. I hardly see my parents and my sisters at all, not to mention to talk to them.
The world is turning upside down for me, but i don't know whether its a good or bad thing...

Good thing:
I get to concentrate and do what i enjoy the most (for the nxt 3 years)
Bad thing:
I will be left alone with nothing

2007-05-07T14:39:00.001+08:00

got to do the personality test at poh fong's blog really fun i get to draw!! yay!! Here's the result...

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

lol

2007-04-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

My telephone came back today and it was totally HORRIFYING!!

Guess what? My phone alone stock up to a total of $130++!!
Shitty!!
House phone is $28...
OMG i can't believe either really gotta save up next month liao or else I'll get my house phone and hand phone cut off siao.I just found it really to cut down these days.Hey ppl out there PLS PLS help me save up!!

Arts section updated today!!

2007-04-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

New Layout again featuring Ruki From GAZETTE!! Took me abt 2hrs that filled me with fun and excitment! Crapping now....

Haven't been able to update my blog and go online these few days because my modem had been confiscated AGAIN!! ARH!! *Screams out loud*

Relationship wif my dad still did'nt improve and i still the gap between us. He tried to make things as if they never happen but i'm not like him.I can't do that. It really hurt me so that i can't bluff myself into thinking tat things never happen and the problems dun exist at all! Not that i never tried but its just that he just dun wanna make sure that there will be communication between us.He's just so stubborn and just dun wanna listen.He feels that once he decided, we shldn't disobey him.I'm always the one who wanna speak my mind and tats y i'm always the one getting it. Tired of trying.Tired of talking to him. Tired of everything happening in the house.

2007-04-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

Went to airport with Vince yesterday thou we didnt do anything there other den talk haha.It was so fun!! Now i'm looking forward to more of such date with him :P

Current mood : Happy siao!

Also going to watch movie tomorrow.Was deciding of watching maybe "because i said so" or "the reaping", so i went these 2 trailers... After which i'll decided to watch "the reaping" cos the effects are so coo! Lyk the part with the bloody river :P
VIEW IT!!

No Offences... Just something my fren send me

As promised, today will upload the pics!! (thou currently only got a few only ....)

Boards done by MG1>>>

Boards done by MG2 (us)>>>

Board done by another grp tat i forget thou but very nice!>>>

And finally is the MG group photo!!>>>

2007-04-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of our orientation camp yay!
Its a relieve buts its also quite sad too... Really sian now dun feel lyk typing anything now.. Wanna upload pics de but just dunno y cannot upload to blogger leh so... updating tmr.. cya

2007-04-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

Went for my NYP orientation today for Motion Graphic and Digital Media Course! The schedule today is quite dry but still its quite fun with those OGLs tat really crap alot :P

We're suppose to do a Identity Compeition on a piece of 72 X 36 inches Camlin board with the theme of " UNLEASH YOUR CREATIVITY".It must visual stunning and able to leave an impression of the spirit of the team...bahBahBah..
At the end of the 3 days we will have to present our boards to everybody and also the group will have to do a skit.
Ours is : Jungle Book. Not as bad thou as compared to the grps that shui shui picked Little Mermaid or Sleeping Beauty.We are required to change the names of the characters plus the tittle and also will have to give a twist to the story.CRAP!
I dun wanna do it!

Also found out that our studio isn't done up yet too so... in the meanwhile we ALL 40 will have got to squeeze up together in a small and pathetic musicroom.Plus, for ours special case which gotta stay in 1 r00m for all lessons without changing classes...

Made frens too with Seren. and Agno. haha but its more lyk toilet pals haha.
A long days awaits me again tomorrow with more excitments and fun and extreme brain-storming...

2007-03-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

This studio rawks!

They are the people behide doing all the magic for all those interesting commercials!
Check out some of their works below!
Let the magic begins

I think the New World Music Video from Laruku can be counted as Motion Graphic bah>__<

Videos updated!!
The World by Nightmare
Stay Away by Laruku
Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by Tank
Orenji noTaiyo by hyde and Gackt
Driver's High by Laruku 15th Anniversary Concert
Stay Away by Laruku 15th Anniversary Concert
Caress of Venus by Laruku 15th Anniversary Concert
Jojoushi by Laruku
New World by Laruku

2007-03-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

Lazy and tired today. I'm supposed to go downtown east today with Poh and others but after considering several factors, i decided not to go.Been in the moody mood lately with no motivation to do work. I really dunno wats happening to me liao.I'm becoming lazier and lazier.I suppose its abt time to pick up myself and get ready for school which is starting i think on April 16.Ganbatte ma shou!! P O W E R I N!!

Hmm.. ramdom question again...
I just wonder if anybody ever spent some time thinking what on earth do we exist for?
For wat purpose?
Issit for our parents? For ourselves? For our friends? For our close ones?.....

Den what will it be lyk if i were to disappear and dun exist in this world anymore?
Will i be still remembered and missed cos i was once part of someone's life?
Have i lived my life to the fullest?
Does it makes a difference even i existed or not?

Haix~

2007-03-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

Special Edition!!

...of...

V sama desu

click to download file

(only ppl wif pw can hear)

ENTER

2007-03-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

I really wanna smack and whack somebody le.... AHHHH!!!!
WTH hey ask u to help me recode the thingy NOT post sia!! =___= ll And..... wats wif the artaz oink-ing??!!!

Anyways Thanks^^

CLICK HERE FOR MORE ^^>>

2007-03-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. finally get my blog started up again ^^ hopefully nothing will go wrong this time. anyway here's a pic of me, to thank everyone who visit my blog and support me! Love you guys lots >__<

----> dun whack me hor =P haha. you really look good in this photo =))

starting out

2007-03-18T02:29:00.000+08:00

Haha starting real blogging today...
Though tis is not drawing but still posted cosplay here as i think its art too.
Its lyk finally lor. The long awaited cosplay is over liao sad sad SAD!!!!Can't wait for next yr cosplay.Tis yr cosplay suckz cos run out money n time!Still have to manage O'lvls lor....Haix must save more money next yr to buy my dear dear platform shoes tat i didn't get to buy.Posting pics of EOY 2006 soon.Can't get it up fast cos of the slow upload rate to photobucket...
anyway stay tune...

2007-03-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

Finally get back my monitor sia!Dunno y in the hell the company nid so much time to fix it =__= It's a terrible long wait of three weeks wif no computer to use :(

Went to Haru today to buy atsuzoku/ platform shoes today. All three of us comfirm and order de shoes le^^ Surprisingly with 15 cm in length for the heels, its very comfy and stable to walk wif^^ Cry Siao $108 fly away again..
Photos coming soon cos now lazy to find...

Also bought a punk bacelet for $4.90!! Haha the more i look at it the more i luv it ^^Think will wear it forever bah...

Photos below^^

Erm... Bought sumthing else again...This time round gothic punk sweater quite nice thou... (though it cost $92.5) =__=ll
Photos below^^

Also went to play the capsule thingy(dunno wats its called) and i got tis to put on my key board^^

Other ramdom pics i have the sudden urge to show...

Me and My little sis...

Hide's guitar found at Plaze Singapura's Yamaha...

LONGY POST...Must be i miss my keyboard too much le.... =______=

2007-02-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

Audrey finally came back yesterday!!! MIsss her soo much that i cant wait to meet her in person and give her a big hug!! lol <333>

Countdown to o'level result: 1 more day

A MAJOR DECISION TO MAKE ABT SAT

Decisions tat can be made:

1) Go inova den yishun jc with Vince

2) Go inova only with Vince

3) Go inova wif Vince and Audrey

4) Go inova with Vince and Audrey den olgc wif Audrey

5) Go inova with Vince and Audrey den olgc den yishun den...

Hey!I really dunno... =___=ll

______________-I WANT PHOTOSHOP CS2!!!-_______________

2007-02-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

HEY ASSHOLE FUCK OFF BAH!!IF U ARE USING THE PHOTOCOPING MACHINE SO TAT WILL BE UR PROB NOT MINE!!STOP ORDERING ME AROUND K.

GET THIS CLEAR: I'M NOT UR MAID!!

STOP ACTING PRO K COS U ARE THE WORSE OF THE WORSE!

Things she did:

1)When papers got jammed tat old witch instructed me (i'm not under her)to print 1 paper at a time and pick it up after which. HEY!! I print about 100+ sheets of paper everyday ok!u expect me to walk to and forth? Do u wanna measure the damn distance? H A H A I won't mind if u help me do the picking up :)

2)Ask(which is=command in her tone)me back to check the tray whether its empty when i had previously loaded it liao and had already walked away.Dun u have hands and legs??!!!

Hmmm... did anyone hear me mention names??

2007-02-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

Had a difficult time to sleep last night.... not tat i cant get to sleep but because i kept waking up non-stop last night.Now my eyes are all sore lyk goldfish o.O.

I'm so freak off by the closing in of fri.I dun wanna c my results..Can say i'm a bibichan or what (i dun care!!)The aunties at work are all drining me crazy sia.Everyone i met kept asking me about when is the results out and how i feel.I'm seriously trying to get all the o lel stuff outta my head and yet they stil.... Got nothing to say =___= Now spending most of my time working until i'm so tired by the time i reach home.I could hardly stand straight and had been lying on my bed the moment i finish bathing.

Hadn't been drawing for such a long long time sia.I really the old times tat i can just draw and draw non-stop the whole day.Hmmm.. talking about drawing , think i will be buying another book from kino..Arh!! waste $$ again!!! I really want my free time back..Think will be quiting my job by this end of feb >___<>

By the way sumone out there, hey dun think too much liao ^^ i'm already satisfied and i dun ask for more :)

2007-02-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hehe i'm back!!! =___= today finally received the professional photos from vince123123 and imacow 252.. its been 1+ month since the photos were being taken during EOY...

photos can be viewed BELOW >____<

p.s really dunno how to resize image sia =___=lll